
of sand and water
I have written
sand I see
a glittering appeal
to water I listen
movements I feel
under weight
sand flows slowly
bears crown of mirage
in withering sun
a sparkling
enticing aura
piques thirst
like smirk to smile
a darkling light
willow wisp dreams
chasing sun beams
water I contain
unseeing and unseen
often squandered
it flows unnoticed
around me, below me
and through my veins
singing songs
I have tuned out
mellow and sustaining
water is drowned out
in neon barrage
parade of billboard psyche
water is cancelled noise
outside earbud insulation
sand castles parade
along a barren land
kachina doll advertisements
we dig for meaning
to hypnotic radio beats
ever seeking promise
never present
entering nested facades
a seeming rabbit hole
a glittering promise, sand
promise of being more
something more than human
something more than mortal
of more than this
more than now
water flows, absorbs, seeps
interpenetrates with all
it gives and spreads
carries nutrients
and carves out passage
over time through land
water is the way
and water is your story
that I don’t hear for all
my frenetic thoughts of sand
water is history, origin,
patient but undeniable,
all that I take for granted
in the chase for more,
water is what we share,
it connects my heart to yours
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Sand and Water are a theme that I’ve visited in the past. I generally see sand as representing superficial desires, pop culture, the junk food of the soul, while water is that which is more natural but less exciting.
The central thought comes from an image from cartoons I’d see as a child, where a character would be going through the desert and would hallucinate a glass of water, only to pour sand in their mouth when they try to drink it.
I thought I’d share another poem as well to clarify my meaning and thoughts on these themes as I see them. This is a poem I wrote during a time when I was at wits end, feeling stranded, and reflected on life and my surroundings.
I sit in this box not knowing time as it is where is the objective experience? I see clouds out my window clouds are eternal and ephemeral clouds are deep as archetypes in my memories of those times when I had time to look at clouds I think when have I been alive that I have been perceived what is this 'ceive' that is so powerful? desire is hysteria a fear of missing out that's senseless thirst under the clouds fingers straining sand that falls in sparkling ribbons food for the eyes eyes that are senseless in the end, what do I want? I am choking down sand beneath plump silver clouds supine in pools of water and even I am water but I am choking on sand